About Me
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If the night turned cold and the stars looked down And you hug yourself on the cold cold ground You wake the morning in a stranger's coat No one would you see You ask yourself who'd watch for me My only friend who could it be It's hard to say it I hate to say it but it's probably me
When you belly's empty and the hunger's so real And you're too proud to beg and too dumb to steal You search the city for your only friend No one would you see You ask yourself, who could it be A solitary voice to speak out and set you free I gate to say it I gate to say it, but it's probably me
You're not the easiest person I ever got to know And it's hard for us both to let our feelings show Some would say I should let you go your way You'll only make me cry If there's one guy, just one guy Who'd lay down his life for you and die It's hard to say it It's hard to say it, but it's probably me
When the world's gone crazy and it makes no sense There's only one voice that comes to your defence The jury's out and your eyes search the room And one friendly face is all you need to see If there's one guy, just one guy Who'd lay down his life for you and die It's hard to say it I hate to say it, but it's probably me I hate to say it I hate to say it, but it's probably me
________________________________________ LIFESTYLES (J.Gonzalez) (Jacken) W do it dirty, like our girls young and pretty
If the ball it makes it more worthy If I make it to see past thirty I'll still be drinking and burning Fucking it up homie we ain't learning Living it daily, failing piss tests that my P.O. gave me Don't look for reasons dog there's no explaining It may osund crazy but iy'ss routine Daily with new team Sicksiders who bring the streets and how we do things No nine to five, stricktly hustle's how we survive Corner hot spot nickle and dimers keep you supplied We smoke LA just to get by keep a dry eye Fuck it why lie I toke up just to get high We right if the avenue's ours, if not Spark heaters lapped, dogs bark sick and lick shots End up in a box six feet but life don't stop We still do it 'til the wheels falls of or 'tll we drop Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two I got my own thing, so you got to deal with it (Jacken) We stay hungry, the streets love me Trust me They taughtme things no one could take from me There's nothing funny when it's business and money dummy Catch yourself running out of time I'm feeling one coming Always stunning wether it's in the deuce or foot loose Shoes always clean deusched up and walk with l lean Talk with a gleam my eyes seen and done everything We seem to do these broads right We got'em stalking the tean Hawking the cream but they only get it if they act right If last night wasn't tight you get no cash prize If it smells real funky like it's flashlight Throw her in the shower make her scrub the cat right We don't up iwth none of this drama I'm 'a tell you right now we're all about the goodtimes Don't push mine 'cause kush minds Are planning out these 'hood crimes A crook lies deep beneath these rarely understood minds
Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two I got my own thing, so you got to deal with it (Jacken) We see bad times but who doesn't Good time lovin' We're ghetto folk but got class cousin Glass, dust and snort, smoke, dip or just guzzling Got us buzing everyday dog it ain't nothing Streets bubbling gossip stay floating can't trust it All my homeboys doing dirt just keep getting busted Bussed in the goose to country then dressed in the blues Yes we could choose but for what we're expected to lose Breaking the rules Some of us decked in the jewels I prefer to be D.L. perfecting my moves Around here it's kind of hard homie step in my shoes Trying to do it right without disrespecting these fools still This is my lifestyle I'll tell you right now Do what I do homie only 'cause it's my style Don't think it's nice now just 'cause I might smile This is my life and I'm a live it 'til it's lights out Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two WE do it dirty, like our girls young and pretty
If the ball it makes it more worthy If I make it to see past thirty I'll still be drinking and burning Fucking it up homie we ain't learning Living it daily, failing piss tests that my P.O. gave me Don't look for reasons dog there's no explaining It may osund crazy but iy'ss routine Daily with new team Sicksiders who bring the streets and how we do things No nine to five, stricktly hustle's how we survive Corner hot spot nickle and dimers keep you supplied We smoke LA just to get by keep a dry eye Fuck it why lie I toke up just to get high We right if the avenue's ours, if not Spark heaters lapped, dogs bark sick and lick shots End up in a box six feet but life don't stop We still do it 'til the wheels falls of or 'tll we drop Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two I got my own thing, so you got to deal with it (Jacken) We stay hungry, the streets love me Trust me They taughtme things no one could take from me There's nothing funny when it's business and money dummy Catch yourself running out of time I'm feeling one coming Always stunning wether it's in the deuce or foot loose Shoes always clean deusched up and walk with l lean Talk with a gleam my eyes seen and done everything We seem to do these broads right We got'em stalking the tean Hawking the cream but they only get it if they act right If last night wasn't tight you get no cash prize If it smells real funky like it's flashlight Throw her in the shower make her scrub the cat right We don't up iwth none of this drama I'm 'a tell you right now we're all about the goodtimes Don't push mine 'cause kush minds Are planning out these 'hood crimes A crook lies deep beneath these rarely understood minds
Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two I got my own thing, so you got to deal with it (Jacken) We see bad times but who doesn't Good time lovin' We're ghetto folk but got class cousin Glass, dust and snort, smoke, dip or just guzzling Got us buzing everyday dog it ain't nothing Streets bubbling gossip stay floating can't trust it All my homeboys doing dirt just keep getting busted Bussed in the goose to country then dressed in the blues Yes we could choose but for what we're expected to lose Breaking the rules Some of us decked in the jewels I prefer to be D.L. perfecting my moves Around here it's kind of hard homie step in my shoes Trying to do it right without disrespecting these fools still This is my lifestyle I'll tell you right now Do what I do homie only 'cause it's my style Don't think it's nice now just 'cause I might smile This is my life and I'm a live it 'til it's lights out Hook: I don't go by what no one is doing I make my own rules Don't follow yours, stand on my own two ----------------------------------------- Fiz de mim o que não soube, E o que podia fazer de mim não o fiz. O dominó que vesti era errado. Conheceram-me logo por quem não era e não desmenti, e perdi-me. Quando quis tirar a máscara, Estava pegada à cara. Quando a tirei e me vi ao espelho, Já tinha envelhecido, Estava bêbado, já não sabia vestir o dominó que não tinha tirado. Deitei fora a máscara e dormi no vestiário Como um cão tolerado pela gerência Por ser inofensivo. E vou escrever esta história para provar que sou sublime...
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Interests
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Viagens, Bodyboard, Skate. Hip HOP//Rap,Graffiti,Cinema,teatro,muita musica, ginasio,e claros os AMIGOS...E nao me poderia esquecer do PoFF claro...
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Favorite Music
Psyco Realm, Cypress Hill, House Of Pain, KRS-one, Street Platoon...a lista nunca mais acabaria...Police//Sting...E outros estilos...
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Favorite Movies
Dia de treino, Cidade de Deus, Tropa de Elite, America Proibida,Gato preto gato branco...imensos... do Kusturika gosto de todos bem como do Tarantino...acho que é impossivel nao gostar...
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Favorite TV Shows
Nao vejo muito televisão...a nao ser o Sporting...lol
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Favorite Books
1980, Transpoting, Viagens na minha terra o grande Eça...e alguns de Almada Negreiros...e claro "Os paraisos artificiaís"
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Favorite Quote
Poderiam ser muitas outras mas cá vai: "Felicidade nao é meta é o Caminho..."
"Vai-te despindo que eu ja te apalpo..."
"Espera ai que já cá o metes;)..."
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Journal
Enquanto não superarmos a ânsia do amor sem limites, não podemos crescer emocionalmente. Enquanto não atravessarmos a dor de nossa própria solidão, continuaremos a nos buscar em outras metades. Para viver a dois, antes, é necessário ser um.F.P Quero apenas cinco coisas.. Primeiro é o amor sem fim A segunda é ver o outono A terceira é o grave inverno Em quarto lugar o verão A quinta coisa são teus olhos Não quero dormir sem teus olhos. Não quero ser... sem que me olhes. Abro mão da primavera para que continues me olhandoP.N Ao Amor Antigo O amor antigo vive de si mesmo, não de cultivo alheio ou de presença. Nada exige nem pede. Nada espera, mas do destino vão nega a sentença. O amor antigo tem raízes fundas, feitas de sofrimento e de beleza. Por aquelas mergulha no infinito, e por estas suplanta a natureza. Se em toda parte o tempo desmorona aquilo que foi grande e deslumbrante, a antigo amor, porém, nunca fenece e a cada dia surge mais amante. Mais ardente, mas pobre de esperança. Mais triste? Não. Ele venceu a dor, e resplandece no seu canto obscuro, tanto mais velho quanto mais amor. C:D:A Dois amantes felizes não têm fim nem morte, nascem e morrem tanta vez enquanto vivem, são eternos como é a natureza. P.N Saudade Saudade é solidão acompanhada, é quando o amor ainda não foi embora, mas o amado já... Saudade é amar um passado que ainda não passou, é recusar um presente que nos machuca, é não ver o futuro que nos convida... Saudade é sentir que existe o que não existe mais... Saudade é o inferno dos que perderam, é a dor dos que ficaram para trás, é o gosto de morte na boca dos que continuam... Só uma pessoa no mundo deseja sentir saudade: aquela que nunca amou. E esse é o maior dos sofrimentos: não ter por quem sentir saudades, passar pela vida e não viver. O maior dos sofrimentos é nunca ter sofrido.P.N
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(G.Gonzalez, J.Gonzalez)
Hook:
Fiend when the leno gets put to the flame
Caps and 'shrooms stems to alter my brain
Drop a few tabs to make me insane
The I lose myself in a realm of strange days
My pusher helps me reach a sick domain
Sober's out of range it's over I've changed
Lose yourself and your name ina a pile of cocaine
Slave to the drug that slugs all my pain
Pow Wow
(Jacken)
Smoke crawls through the tube of the mask I take a blast
Faceless figure you can't see through the clouded glass
Consuming herb gas, let loose the straps and pass
Like inked clowns we laugh
Through ancient indian rites we Pow Wow at night
With Bow Wows take full flight
Let the paece pipe ignite insight
Spark the light then invite the right zone
Taking you on the ultimate height
Despite the legal status we find ways to have it
Some to create some simply 'cause they're addicts
Always at it like drug nymphos, burn info
Memory loss because they puff indo
(Duke)
Hear the tone of my vocal cords and get stoned
On the street I'm a durg zone, homes
Roam in you head in your psyclone
Sicko mindstate full blown
Come load up the ammo
white paper wraps indo and freaks your weed hoe
Let the smoke settle
Deep in the mind of a big time fiend and you'll see
Good and bad times
You're real life scene turns into fields of icks dreams
Using anything to get high sicko
Will you come backe or remain trapped ?
Hook:
Fiend when the leno gets put to the flame
Caps and 'shrooms stems to alter my brain
Drop a few tabs to make me insane
The I lose myself in a realm of strange days
My pusher helps me reach a sick domain
Sober's out of range it's over I've changed
Lose yourself and your name ina a pile of cocaine
Slave to the drug that slugs all my pain
Pow Wow
Lose yourself and your name instrange days like drug slave
(Duke)
Indian style, some with red-eyes
And there won't be no lies
I'm seeing visions
In the desert we were all trippin', I'm stuck
Can't see shit just next drug hit
'Til I'm dead I'll keep my head lit
Overdoses and greedy ass loads
For those that want to walk these roads
Let the drug settle
(Jacken)
I see in three dimensions no question
Cause I D A.R.E.D. to overcome drug prevention
Tried to avoid it but I guess I was destined
For mind expansion, the kind to write text in
'Til in peace I'm resting forever getting high
'Til I get the ultimate high in heaven
But 'til then keep myself bound to the limit
Won't O.D. unless I presict it in lyrics
And when you hear it I've overcome death and don't fear it
I'm one who never smokes simply for gimic
I speak it, I live it, blaze to enhance my spirit
Calm my nerves so I don't go out and smack critics
We're inked outcasts who inhale grass to get a grasp
Life's hard task for low class
So we maintain by numbing our brain with pain killers
Some snort dust and others use vein fillers
My crew smokes chronic pillars used to chill us
As long as there's addicts the president remains the biggest dealer
(Duke)
Whos your pusher, baby ?
Sick dogs pushing these drugs and dicks in oyur guts
You get fucked
Drunk slots act scandalous
Minds get lost and your bodies fell lust
We stay high
Just don't want to be sober, why try?
You run around in the mix of fiends trying to get re-upped
All kinds of good drug got you fucked up
So now you just need a fix somehow
Call up your dogs and have your Pow Wow